HI YA!!!!!!!
hehe.. sorry that i've not been blogging.. my connection at home is really bad. i know i know it's not an excuse but here i am again... =)
hmmm..many many things had happen to me during this long period of time! i don't really know where to start... let's start after chinese new year...
After chinese new year was really bad for me.. It was so much rest that i got so disoriented. My quiet time was chaotic, felt very far away from God. Was quite lost for a period of time. It was that period of time where i truely understand what it means to have God on the throne of my life. For those who knows the 4 spiritual laws, remember the left circle and the right circle? i felt that at that point of time my life was the one with self on the throne and every thing was in a mess. But i thank God that despite all these i have people to share with such as my disciples... With all the prayers, i felt stronger and a sense of urgency to get back on track. But i must really agree that sometimes feeling it and doing it is 2 totally different thing. We can feel like doing quiet time but we don't do it. Man.. life is complicated but thank God that He's with us.... Now... i'm getting back on track with God, not the best but i'm trying.. the other day, i was sharing with my disciples that it's ok that we realise that our walk with God is not the best as long as we're trying to improve it, but the worst that can happen is that we're stagnant and we don't realise it...
Today i was doing my quiet time and it talks about Joshua defeating all the cities by faith. There are a few phrases that really spoke to me... The book wrote.. "Joshua moved in faith. That's the key!! Fear robs us of God's blessings. Fear holds us back from great exploits of faith..." Often we fear and ya.. it really hinders us. Let's remember that love casts out all fears. Though it's hard to practise it.. but i guess if we hold on to God's word, it's possible. The book mention too that there is a difference between having the promises of God and holding fast to the promises of God! Many have the promises of God, but too few hold fast to them and act on them...Totally agree!!!
oh just this sat i was on my way to church.. something cute happened to me.. I was on the train and saw this cute little boy, maybe about the age of 4. Don't think he's Singaporean cos he speaks with an accent. But oh well, he was so cute that i started playing with him.. hehe.. Just before i left the train i said bye to him and guess what he held on to my hand and ask me not to go.. so CUTE right??? hehe... (okok.. i know abit out of point here.. but i just have to share it cos it's so cute....... )
Anyway, yesterday in church my pastor said something that i thought is really true.. He was talking about how to continues the love in a relationship. He said something like, if you continue to do sweet things for one another, the relationship will remain sweet.. Just like if we continue to spent time with God, our relationship with God will blossom.. =)
well.. it's my study break now.. and i kinda rested at home today.. finally get to sleep in.. haha.. feels good!!! alright. i better go... tata.. promise i'll blog soon...
hmmm..many many things had happen to me during this long period of time! i don't really know where to start... let's start after chinese new year...
After chinese new year was really bad for me.. It was so much rest that i got so disoriented. My quiet time was chaotic, felt very far away from God. Was quite lost for a period of time. It was that period of time where i truely understand what it means to have God on the throne of my life. For those who knows the 4 spiritual laws, remember the left circle and the right circle? i felt that at that point of time my life was the one with self on the throne and every thing was in a mess. But i thank God that despite all these i have people to share with such as my disciples... With all the prayers, i felt stronger and a sense of urgency to get back on track. But i must really agree that sometimes feeling it and doing it is 2 totally different thing. We can feel like doing quiet time but we don't do it. Man.. life is complicated but thank God that He's with us.... Now... i'm getting back on track with God, not the best but i'm trying.. the other day, i was sharing with my disciples that it's ok that we realise that our walk with God is not the best as long as we're trying to improve it, but the worst that can happen is that we're stagnant and we don't realise it...
Today i was doing my quiet time and it talks about Joshua defeating all the cities by faith. There are a few phrases that really spoke to me... The book wrote.. "Joshua moved in faith. That's the key!! Fear robs us of God's blessings. Fear holds us back from great exploits of faith..." Often we fear and ya.. it really hinders us. Let's remember that love casts out all fears. Though it's hard to practise it.. but i guess if we hold on to God's word, it's possible. The book mention too that there is a difference between having the promises of God and holding fast to the promises of God! Many have the promises of God, but too few hold fast to them and act on them...Totally agree!!!
oh just this sat i was on my way to church.. something cute happened to me.. I was on the train and saw this cute little boy, maybe about the age of 4. Don't think he's Singaporean cos he speaks with an accent. But oh well, he was so cute that i started playing with him.. hehe.. Just before i left the train i said bye to him and guess what he held on to my hand and ask me not to go.. so CUTE right??? hehe... (okok.. i know abit out of point here.. but i just have to share it cos it's so cute....... )
Anyway, yesterday in church my pastor said something that i thought is really true.. He was talking about how to continues the love in a relationship. He said something like, if you continue to do sweet things for one another, the relationship will remain sweet.. Just like if we continue to spent time with God, our relationship with God will blossom.. =)
well.. it's my study break now.. and i kinda rested at home today.. finally get to sleep in.. haha.. feels good!!! alright. i better go... tata.. promise i'll blog soon...
posted by SeReNe @ 10:27 pm
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