Always
[Hillsongs United]
Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?
Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever will I seek You
Cause all You are, is all I want always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You
Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again, Let the earth resound with praise,
Can You hear as all creation lives To glorify one name?
Evermore
[Hillsong United]
Lost for words with all to say
Lord you take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
You are holy
And as I look upon Your name
Circumstances fade away
Now Your glory steals my heart
You are holy
You are holy
You are holy Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
With all my heart I'll say
I'm living for Your name
With all to give You praise
We're living for Your glory Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
I'm not satisfied!!!!
hmmmm....
i don't know why but i'm going through this phase of life where i'm just not satisfied with my life. I just feel that i don't wanna stay still. I want to be radical. I want to do something different. I don't want to go through life not knowing what's my next step. Somehow my future is a blur vision to me. I really feel like shouting to God and asking Him, so what's my next step???? Why haven't you beem answering me????
Somehow God is not revealling it to me. I know i've got to be patient. And i know i have to surrender all to God. Sigh.... Pls continue to pray for me ya...
Thanks...
hey.. thanks for all your concern. Well.. i'll definitely put back my tag board but not now i guess. But continue to comment in my blogs ya? Really love to hear from you guys.
Anyway yaya.. I'll tell you more when we meet up k? Really busy with school work now. So we meet after my exams k? than i'll tell you the whole entire episode k?
Well.. My stress level is going up but i'm pressing on in faith that with God everything is possible! This morning i was flipping through my bible to search for a verse to encourage my disciple and I came across this verse that really comforts me.
Titus 1:18
The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. To him be glory for ever and ever. Amen.
I'm reassured again that God is with me no matter what i go through... YEH!!!
Well.. Today another of my disciple agreed to be a SM(stands for spiritual multiplier ie. discipleship group leader). I'm so happy for her that though she has fears and concerns, she is willing to take the step of faith to say yes.
Alright i better get back to studying... tata....
Move on!
Hmmm.. i'm sure all of you notice that i've remove my tag board and i'm sure those who visited my blog this morning or yesterday night will know what happened. Hmmmm..guess i really don't know what to say but again, i will not let this affect me. I've confronted someone whom i thought did this and the person denied it. So i believe so... So whoever out there who wrote whatever that was written in my tag, pls stop doing it. Pls go back to your source of information and verify things. I think all these are really redundant and nonsensical. I've explained whatever that i'm suppose to explain to required ppl. So stop bothering me with such minute stuff in life. Move on!!!!!
Anyway... I really wanna thank God for bringing me through so many things in life. I thank Him for His graciousness and really for my identity in Christ. Today, i got back another test paper and I got 25 out of 30. Glory to God!! I must really say that our God is a God of wisdom. For all my papers this sem, instead of doing revision right before the test, i gave my time to the Lord in prayer. Well... Though i am shaken by whatever i saw on my blog today, but these verses i will claim and carry with me.
2 Corinthians 4:8-10
8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.
1 Thessalonians 5: 15-18
15Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always try to be kind to each other and to everyone else.
16Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
I'm sick!!!!
Hi everyone!!!
I'm down with a very bad flu.. Pls pray for me!!!!!!
HELLO!!!
hey hey hey..
Serene's back.. haha.. Finally manage to come online and have time to blog. Phew... The dance was great! Well, before the dance, my cell and i were praying and worshipping the Lord. I think this event is not only gave us an opportunity to serve the Lord but also brought the cell closer together. Really thank God. During the event 4 ppl came to know the Lord!!! Praise the Lord!
Anyway.. today i got back one of my test papers, and i got 23 out of 30!!! So happy!! Really indeed God is good. Though my commitments has increase but my grades didn't drop.. hehe.. so happy.. okok.. my lesson is starting.. better pay attention. Tata..
THE 2005 TEAM!!!!!!
I love today's mass bible study!!
Hehe..
I had mass bible study in church today and i totally enjoyed it!! Besides having the bible study we also had discussion time after that on a cell group base. That gives us an opportunity to really go in depth. We talked about why are there evil on this earth even though God is all powerful and almighty. We also talked about original sin. Sin vs Sins.. Well basically sin without the 's' talks about the inherited sin that we inherit from adam, and the one with the 's' is personal sins... get it?? hehe.. I'm so happy today! Though tired but really joyful!
Oh! I've decided to take up the challenge to lead the trip to Nagoya. Before i replied to my leader after she challenged me, I had many concerns and fears. I was afraid that i won't be able to do things God's way, I'm afraid that i won't stay humble. Basically many fears..What if this what if that.. But after i spoke to my SM about my concerns, i come to realise that it's a priviledge to serve God and if i can tell my disciples to step up and step out of their comfort zone.. Why can't i do that. What can't i just trust God like how i ask them too.. So i made the decision, and i believe that it's an oportunity for me to grow even more.. It is my first time leading a mission trip and i really have no idea how to, but guess what i can do is to trust God and allow Him to lead through me. Please pray that i'll be able to focus on God and really do things God's way and not my way...
I had leadership training today too and we were talking about where authorities come from and All authorities come from GOD!! God is the big boss.. hehe.. I also learned about the different types of motivation. Different people need different forms of motivation. So interesting!!!
Well.. I had dance practice in the afternoon too.. busy busy day... Dance was good today,next week is the event already and I really pray that through this event ppl will come to know the Lord. Not because we dance well or not, but by the power of God. Those who are reading this, pls pray together with us that this event will be an event that touches ppl's lifes and will be a turning point for them. Pray that God will start preparing their hearts even right now.
okok.. i'm really really tired... have to go to bed.. Nightz....
Oyasumi...
I don't like thinking for the title.. hehe..
hehe..
Today is another good day, came home early today and took a nap. I feel refresh now!!!!! Anyway, i've decided to type out my prayer to God for my quiet time. i've done it for two days and I felt that it's a great idea and i've benefited from it as i'm able to be more focus on what i'm praying and avoid repetitions. It also prevents me from praying chin cai-ly when i'm tired. Discipline.. discipline..gives me more discipline and quality prayer time. Guess i thought that it will also serve as an encouragement for myself next time too! =)
Well.. nowadays i can't leave my house without praying to God. God really strengthens us you know? I'm just lost for words. God is good...
Hmm..Nothing much happen in school today, the usual lectures and tutorials and ya....nothing exciting.
Alright, i better get back to studying.. will blog again later....
tata....
(one more day closer to Nagoya.. hehe...)
Here's the new 2005 NAGOYA TEAM!!!!! (Around of applause please.. hehe..) These are people who love God and are willing to say: "Send me cos we are blessed to be a blessing."
