God is awesome and my God is a good God..
Today i went for service...
Wasn't feeling well so i went for third service today.. Think it wasn't the sermon that touched me but it was the worship.
The presence of God was so strong that i broke down in tears. The whole concregation was down on their knees.. And the pastor was just asking us to pour out our anxieties to God and our burdens at the feet of Jesus. I suddenly felt that God was speaking to me. Remember in the previous entry i said i was half excited and half afraid. Guess God was telling me to let it all go and assuring me that He is indeed in control. I was so glad I went for service today.
Guess another thing that was going through my mind was the importance for Christians, as children of God to go to church and listen to the word of God. Just feel that God is always there to touch us, to speak to us... but the question is.. are we there and giving Him the chance to speak to us... I felt guilty as my mind was filled with thoughts.. Often I was so clouded by my own worries and emotions that i didn't let God in.. But God is good.. He is always there waiting...
Tomorrow is the first day of school and I'm excited... Can't wait to do well an glorify God.. Can't wait to see God performing miracles in sch..
As i watch the news recently on tv... I pondered and wondered why God has to inflict so much suffering on these ppl. My heart went out to them and i started wondering how i can help... but what really bothered me was why.. why did God allow such disaster to occur. Today God sort of answered my question. In service my pastor was saying.. If there is no suffering, how will we ever know that our God is good.. everything will be meaningless...Think about it..
Many will again start to question other "whys"... But all i can say now is only God knows... and God is in control... and i believe that is all that matters...
Alright... i better get to prepare for school!!!!!!!
Friends out there.. pray for me yah...
1) Pray that God will be my focus though sch is hectic..
2) Pray that I'll be an instrument use by God to reach out to the lost souls
3) Pray that I'll be able to lead my disciples well
(by the way,I Love you gals..i really do.. *muacks*)
tata.....
mata ne.....
posted by SeReNe @ 8:30 pm
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