:: Walking in Destiny ::

Today i came to school, in hope to catch up with some studying, but haha.. failed to do so.. Can't really seem to study recently. I guess i'm not really concern with my results anymore. Not that i don't care but i feel that i've done my best and it's time to relax and leave everything into God's hands.
Today i had a long chat with my Jc mates on msn. The 5 of us are really close but we're all in diff schools. One in perth, one in melbourne, one in NYP, one in SMU and one in NUS (tat's me.. haha..) Well.. it's been a really long time since we caught up with one another and i was really happy to have the chance to chat and catch up with them.. The conversation was so funny and it just reminds me of our Jc days, Just having to blog here brings tears to my eyes.. I miss them so much..... I miss those times where all of us will go for breaks together... talking really loudly and cracking lame jokes... I miss those times when our class is so crazy that we ran an extra round for mass pe. Thinking of all sorts of excuses to skip chinese lessons...haha.. (i don't skip lessons anymore..i grew out of it... haha..) I miss those sleep overs we have when san and April came back from aussie. I miss those times where the rest of them will go crazy and i'll sit quietly in one corner just enjoying their company. I miss... i miss.. so many memories... I don't wanna grow old. Sometimes i wish that i can turn back time. I wish.. time will just stop and not go forward.
Well, I'm getting emotional here.. i just feel like crying.... I MISS YOU GALS!!!!
Nothing beats having a group of close friends whom you can turn too when you're happy or down. Argh... i want my JC days back... *sob sob*
SC8 (01/02)--ACJC rocks!

Today was an eventful day for me, though i only went to school for one lesson. Why did i say that i'm so touched by God.. Hmmm.. today after tutorial i decided to stay back and talk to my tutor. He too is a christian so i decided to seek his advice whether i should do honors or not and after he shared with me, I guess i gained a different perspective of life.

Firstly, hearing your own tutor talking about Jesus so passionately and with so much love is really something that i've never experience before and it just broaden my perspective of who God is once again. Our God is not just a God who's with us during church services or with us during our quiet time, but indeed he is ALWAYS with us, even in the midst of school. This is something that i've always know, but always remain as a head knowledge until i experienced it today. My tutor shared with me how God has been so faithful in his life. I'm just so touched that i was holding back my tears while he was sharing. God is so real and so amazing. Guess what really spoke to me was, my tutor was sharing that we should strive for excellence in all that we do cos when we are successful in life, God is glorified! That really cause me to want to give my best in all that i'm doing, even in ushering ministry in church. The small little things we do make a difference as long as Christ is in the the center of it all.

Now i'm all geared up to do my best in all that i have and really give all the glory and praise to God. Our God is a great God... who loves us unconditionally. He is not one who loves us based on how much sacrifices we offer, or how much good deeds we do, but one who just yearn to have a relationship with us.

Hmmmm.. well... my friends out there who have yet to know Jesus... pls... give Him a chance to show that He loves you. God loves you and created you to know Him personally, but our sins keeps us from knowing God personally and experiencing His love for us. Jesus Christ is God's only solution for our sin. Through Him alone we can know God personally and experience God's love. We need to personally recieve Jesus Christ as our savior and Lord, then we can know God personally and experience His amazing love.


Does this prayer express the desire of your heart. If it does, pray it to God. Prayer is simply talking God. And if you have prayed this prayer on your own, pls leave a msg for me or email me k? smarty_chocs@hotmail.com, so that i can rejoice with you!!!

²Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds,
³because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.
⁴Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
⁵If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.
⁶But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.
⁷That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord;
⁸he is a doubleminded man, unstable in all he does.
JAMES